Oh no, I _like_ your vids, they just intimidate the hell out of me, because I feel like there's so much about them that I'm not getting, or that I don't know how to read them. But I'm really sorry to have ever given the impression that I wasn't keen your vids, because I'm perpetually impressed by them even if I perhaps don't get as much out of them as other people do. :)

And your advice is very welcome - at the moment I'm stymied due to technical reasons (as in, waiting for parts so I can reinstall my OS; I don't want to start a vid til that's done), but you're absolutely right; I really do need to stop agonising over the possibility (or probability :)) of failure and just do it.