Grargh.

[eleanorjane]

So, I'm trying to work on my current vid project, and I keep coming up against the source quality. It is bad, people - we're talking "cam copy of a pirated movie" bad, and I don't know how people manage to vid with this shit. I certainly can't. Any scene with a reasonable amount of motion has horrifically blurry interstitial frames, so short/fast clips just look like ten kinds of mess.

Which makes me sad, because I'm going to have to wait for better quality source and I want to vid now. >:(

Also, I am killing time until the therapist arrives. See, just before Christmas my nurse referred me to a psychology service, which is worrying anyway - "hey, no offense, but had you considered the possibility that you're crazy?" - and I breathed a sigh of relief when I found out the service had a multiple-month waiting list.

Well, the psychologist rang last week, and my appointment is today - in half an hour - and it feels like there are rocks in the pit of my stomach. Angry rocks that are jumping around a lot. I do not like talking about my feelings, I do not want to talk about my feelings, and and and... just blergh. *sigh*